m a i n t a i n + C o o L

Allahuakbar..

saya duduk di hadapan lappy sambil mengupdate blog dan membace blog2 rakan2 yang lain dengan perasaan yang maintan+cool shaja seperti takde ape2 yg berlaku (read: cover+control)..hakikat sebenar saya cume menenangkan jiwa dan kepala saya yg masih pening memikirkan masalah rumah sewa saya yg masih belum selesai..dalam diam saya sedih dan risau..tp cume untuk tidak mempamerkan keserabutan itu..and I'm still trying to smile and bright up myself.. 

diri saya masih memujuk hati..supaya kuat dan positif.. dalam hati..berbisik..If my saga blm dah siap, mmg sejak awal lagi sudah ku pecut ke sana meredah rumah2 org mencari tempat utk berteduh sepanjang kursus nanti...tapi..apakan daya..kereta kesayangan itu masih dibengkel utk kesekian lamanya...

sgt2 brterima kasih buat kak yus n adik haja kerana berkongsi kepayahan semalam..malah bersusah payah pula mencarikan+survey rumah2 yg blh disewa di sekitar pengkalan chepa utk saya..selepas jemput adik kuchik di sms faris petra..kesian dierang...i'm really appreciate+doa saya muga Allah jua dapat membalas dan memudahkan segala urusan mereka,amin..

namun, masih belum rezki saya..setelah contact2 no.itu saya call..masih tiada 1 pun yg dapat....along ada kol smlm..tnya hal yg same..n suggest soh gi pengkalan chepa hari ni..tapi.....waAllahualam........saya tidak dapat kesana...

esuk start kelas..kelas yg saya rindui..terus terang saya mmg plng enjoy gi kelas+belajar..cume liat sahj nak siapkan asgmnt..msh ada asgmnt yg berbaki prlu disiapkan..InsyaAllah..i'm trying my best...

tau tak..sbnrnya not every one really understand us when we're facing a problem..mgkin ada yg blh mendengar..tp belum tntu juga dapat faham & turut sama merasakan kepayahan itu..

perspektif umat ini berbeza..mgkin pd kita 1,1 problem itu besar bg kita tp mgkin tidak bg org lain...

It's ok..there No force about that..saya tak kisah..sbb saya masih ada diri saya yang sentisa memujuk n motivate jiwa & minda saya supaya positif..n soo far, mmg masih boleh bertahan...n saya tahu, Allah sentiasa mendengar bisik hati saya ini...

cume sebentar tadi....dalam bertahan itu,akhirnya tumpah juga air mata...huhuhu...n kerana terlalu sebak..saya tidak terucap dgn kata2..n bila hubby tanya kenapa..saya hanya memberikan isyarat tangan (isyrat: takde)...tp sekarang emosi saya sudah kembali normal. Alhamdulillah....kerana saya tak pernah berhenti memujuk diri ini.

ok..ntahape2lah yg saya tulis ni kan..takpelah..abaikan jika anda sume tidak faham...

saya sbnrnya cube meluahkan di blog ini apa yg berat di kepala saya sekarang..alhamdulillah..semakin pulih...dan okey..rasa ringan sikit....

Insyaallah...akan bersambung pula kemudian......

waAllahu'alam....

B u N T U ! ! !

Allah......

aku kebuntuan...byk benda kena settlekan..sabtu ni dah start kelas...skrg pening nak mencari rumah sewa sekitar ipkb..

YaAllah..kuatkan aku..tenangkan hati dan fikiranku agar dapat membuat&mencari penyelesaian dengan baik, amin...

to all frens and relatives..plz pray for me.. 

E X A M ?

In the name of Allah the All mighty..

In syaAllah..in this entry I would like to post several kinds og entries..which has been postphoned before..

1

Alhamdulillah, finally I've finished my practical trainning on 8th APRIL 2009 which is on Wed last week. However, the RPH routine still must be proceed until the 12th weeks. My lecturer remind me to be prepare If it is in case, there will be another evaluation from the practical unit. waAllahu'alam...InsyaAllah, I will do the best that i can.. I don't want to put any hopes. Just be natural..as what I am..and enjoy what I'm doing..

Dear viewers and friends..please pray for me...

2

My car is still  under maintainance...soooo tension to wait..and wait....huhuhu...I really miss my car...Miss to drive and miss to race..hehehe (sometimes). Hopefully, everything will settle by mid of April, insayAllah...

3

Homeworls...assignment...and me... There are a lots of things need to settled and submit to IPGM..Hopefully, i can manage all of these 'burden' before end of this month.. And then..I have to cover my notes and do my revision for my final exam, insyaAllah...I pray to Allah and may His guidances and helps to complete all these requirerment, amin...

4

This time, it's about my son; Muhammad harussani...Hmmm...manja sangat lah die nih..right now, he is sooo sensitif..kene marah sikit, start la merajuk.. Lambat gak nak bg sejuk... Tp mesti pujuk baru boleh sejuk..letihnya melayan anak bujang sorang nih...kadang2..angin jgk..tp kesian pun ade..because he is always trying to get attention from us..eventhough bukan tak tayan...malah lebih2 lagi layanannya..tp tetap jugak nak perhatian...

sometimes, when my husband and me had some conversation..he will try to get into the conversation too..siap pegang my face..umi..umi...nad then talk with his languanges...

mcm2 cakap...tp..as usual..his own language...bukan tak ajak bercakap..selalu sgt...malah sani kecik2 dah kene beleter...tp still die tak kecek molek lagi...Tgk gaya..macam nak berucap..nak menyanyi..tp bila dengar...aiyoo..bhs jerman ka?huhuhu

sani...sani...Bila nak pandai cakap nih?...

5

SM sains Faris Petra, Pengkalan Chepa, kelantan.. Yesterday was my 1st visit to this boarding school. I 've visited my brother in law there; bro Mohd. Yarid a.k.a Kucik. He's the youngest in my husband family.. The preparations such as foods and drinks was made by my sisters in law.. We arrived there at about 12.30 pm. 

the best things which I love about this visit and school are about the way the children met their family.. This is because.. most of the parents will bring a long with them,tikar and bentang the tikar under the trees within the school... hehehe...Macam berkelah.. (picnic)..I believe not so many schools  have this kind of environtmen..Unic right? Macam kat oversea pun ade...and paling syok..when the winds blow...feels macam kat pantai...My mother in law said..Next time they will bring another tikar yang lebih besar..huhuhu...barulah family kami yang besar2 nih boleh duduk dengan lebih selesa lagi...

Okey, that's all for this entries...

WaAllahu'alam